The Fluidity of Life
I know I've been spectacularly awful at keeping this thing up to date. Life happens sometimes. And I also discovered it's significantly harder to write when I'm not being assigned to do it. But I've been thinking about this post for a little bit and so I decided it's time to write it.
I love water. I always have. When I was born the doctors told my parents that those were football shoulders. Yeah I tried that, but it was not for me. Shoulders this big give you wings and that's exactly how I used them. I tried all sorts of sports and I was decently good at some of them. But what I really loved was swimming lessons. When I found out that you could swim competitively, I was in heaven. From that moment on it was hard to get me out of the pool. And though I'm not on a team right now and only swim sporadically, it's hard to get the pool out of me.
The United State Olympic Swimming Trials were last week. And they were on NBC. Not NBC Sports. NBC. My favorite sport has been on regular TV a lot the last couple years. We're getting more limelight than just at the Olympics. I loved it. People I had met were swimming in that meet and people I hadn't were too. But no matter who they were, I was proud of them. I cheered and screamed and laughed and cried and fist-pumped with all of them. This is the pinnacle of our sport - the best swimmers in the world vying to make the best Olympic Team in the world. It's incredible.
I'll be cheering my heart out come this July. But while I am looking forward to the Olympics and I'm trying to get back into the sport via triathlons or masters swimming, my love of water goes even deeper.
My parents took me to SeaWorld when I was five. Since then it has been one of my favorite places to go in this world. I've been there just by myself taking in everything I could.
When I was twelve or so, my family went on a cruise in the Caribbean. I swam with sting-rays and snorkeled with some of the most brightly colored fish I had ever seen. My ability to hold my breath and swim underwater for long periods of time took me far beyond the boats making the captain and my parents nervous. But there was so much to see and feel and experience. It was beautiful under there.
My favorite Christmas present was a 45 gallon marine aquarium. I fell in love with it. I got this big Marine Aquaria book and I must have read it like a hundred times. I worked and loved that aquarium. And it was pretty dang good. As soon as I have the means to do it, I am resurrecting that tank.
When I got back from my mission, I was hired at BYU's Evolutionary Ecology Laboratory taking care of hundreds of freshwater fish. I was given the opportunity to travel to Panama and Costa Rica and play in the beautiful streams of tropical rainforests bringing hundreds of small Poeciliids back to our lab. I've worked on research projects and even have one of my own.
I took a Scuba Diving Class and reveled in the freedom from the surface it brought me.
I've volunteered at The Living Planet Aquarium and landed the most wonderful internship ever at Aquarium of the Pacific. There my love of veterinary medicine met my love of the watery world we live in.
You may be thinking, who really cares? What's so cool about water or the things that live in it anyway? I'll tell you.
Water has a way of moving things. Its power to carve canyons and tumble down cliffs is breathtaking. But it is full of lessons as well. When water moves it is full of life. Raging rivers and roaring seas are some of the most abundant ecosystems on earth. Life came from those waters. But water also pools. It fills and stagnates. Oxygen depletes and life struggles to survive.
Our lives aren't much different. At times we are tossed about in the rapids, fearing that one wrong move might send us overboard and land us in treacherous water we know we can't handle. Other times our lives get comfortable. We stagnate. We stop growing. Life chokes and almost dies.
I think that life is a delicate balance. We need the cool tumbling waters full of life and choice and growth. We seek those waters. When we are in the rapids of our lives we pray we'll find the gentle flowing streams and scream thanksgiving when we reach them. When we land in the eddies we long for a way out and do our best to paddle and struggle to our freedom and breathe a sigh of relief when again life flows along its way.
I love water. And I don't think I'll ever stop loving it. Swimming is still the only workout I absolutely love. Whales, dolphins, seals, sea lions, sharks, fish, and penguins are still my favorite animals. Aquatic veterinary medicine is a growing and exciting field that I can't wait to get into.
Water is beautiful. It's full of life and meaning. And I think that is exactly why the Savior taught that He and His Gospel are the living waters that bring us that life and meaning. It's such a perfect symbol. And as far as symbols go, I really love this one.





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